As we continue through the Nativity Fast, we know this season before Christmas, is a time for all of us to confess our sins before God and to acknowledge our need for God’s forgiveness. Archimandrite Hierotheos Vlachos gives us a sense of the deep profoundness of confession. It is not merely listing what commandments we have disobeyed. He writes:
“Profound repentance is the entrance for the uncreated grace of God to man’s heart; it burns passions and makes man a bearer of Revelation.” (The Illness and Cure of the Soul in the Orthodox Tradition, p 58)
True repentance is humbling our self before God, emptying our self to allow God to enter into our hearts. It is the realization that I cannot save myself or make myself into God. Only by cooperating with God, and recognizing God as Lord, can I attain theosis. Deification is possible in this lifetime, on this earth, but I must completely open my heart to God to allow this to happen. This is true repentance.
Enumerating sins in confession might lead to true repentance or might result from it, but it is not equivalent to it.